| your mom |
[Jun. 27th, 2005|07:39 pm] |
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| |  whys he winking? satisfied | ] |
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| | fall out boy- sugar, we're going down | ] |
ok so wasnt the best, but was still really nice/amazing/suprising/exciting........ could have been ALOT better but Im still satisfied :)
hopefully many more times to come!!! :):):):):):):):):):):):)
my legs were shaking at first i like couldnt hold myself up.... haha....ahhhhh.....
wowwwwww....
mmmmmm.... hehe i love thinking about it....
ok anywho so its summer (wow!!) but im a little worried about getting my report card (boooo!) but its summer!!! so im not sweating it to much oh and dumb Bill didnt get my book?!?! uhhh no i know for a fact i turned it in cause i remember christo was putting his book in and i asked "oh is bill not here" and he was like "yea i havent seen him all day" so then i was just like well lli just put it in his box then i guess.... so yea looks like ill be heading to HB on a book hunt, please dont hesitate to join me :)
my mission for the week: SIGN UP FOR DRIVERS ED!!!!!!!!! i could have f-ing been driving in dec. of LAST year!!! gah ok
well actually i have other missions 2 but thats just one of them for ya
anywho so i dont have a "real" job, but i babysit twice a week so thats really good money there, plus i needed a job that was flexible and me and my lil sis are gonna switch off every week or something idk
and then theres another lady whos just gonna call whenever she needs me so yea, thats pretty good money right there
oh yeamy older sisters home now, she says its cause she wants to get a job around here, but i know its cause she doesnt have any money left and so she cant afford her house haha sucks for her
alright so thats all for now
payceeeeeeee (haha i like the way that looks)
ohhhh, ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh just remembered something I am pretty damn proud of myself
ahhh yes haha so yall can raise a glass to meeeeee
ok later dudes! |
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| trying to move on....... this song reminds me of you |
[Jun. 7th, 2005|06:16 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  idk how i feel | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the killers- Mr. Brightside | ] |
trying to get over the shit thats holding me back, people are just so bitchy amd people fight so much about the stupidest shit ever. We need to get over it, love and dont hate thats what we all need to do.
And learn to give someone a chance cause you never know what will happen.
Yea so anyways thats that and alls bad that ends bad
Anyways I think im ready for the school year end...... key word there "think"
I dont want to get older I dont want to have to grow up. I like being a kid and having fun
Schools a bitch and i think i might fail if i do im screwed......
i wish i could have something that would take all my thoughts away for right now, I just dont wanna deal with anything right now I shouldnt have to and i dont want to
I havent been remembering my dreams for the last few weeks...... I dont like that....... I like to remember them just incase something nice was in them
boys are still fuckers and I cant figure them out, someone needs to make a flippin book or give me something so i can read there minds
letting go is so damn hard, espically when u dont want to let go
I just want to talk to you, your a good listener and good at helping
its hard to talk to you when u hate me
this summer should be fun!
i want to re-do my room, i feel like it doesnt represent me very well anymore, its time for a change
atleast thats one then i can control in my life...... my room
actualyl correction if my parents wont pay for new stuff then i cant re-do it, so i guess i dont control that either
Joans a dick, way to discourage me to not do something that i love, she needs to get laid or something...... or just retire either one works for me
kinda excited for career center next year, hopefully me and aileen wont get in a fight, cause well we're screwed if we do i hope there arent any annoying girls in that class, i can handle an annoying boy but an annoying girl!?! fuck that i wont be able to deal
*hold onto 16 for as long as you can*
^ i like that, its from a song, i like it
i really liked that thunderstorm last night, it was really pretty and calming
we're watching Romeo and Juliet in english the cooler version i love that movie, hes so hot and shes so pretty and its just an amazing movie i love it
i think im gonna go for a walk or sit outside, maybe walk over to hb and swing on the swings
i love doing that.....
if tears could talk they would have one hell of a story to tell |
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| once again i fucked up |
[May. 31st, 2005|06:19 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | embaressed/depressed/sick/etc | ] |
| [ | music |
| | my chemical romance | ] |
i really need to talk to someone about this, but seriously NO one understands, and I'm actually not being dramatic......... so I'm just writing it down here
So you know when you get your hopes up so your feeling all good? ok so then something happens that REALLY affects you, something or someone that you really feel for happens.....
well you know that feeling of when that bad stuff hits you when your feeling so good and it hits you so hard that you feel sick to your tummy like you want to barf and dizzy and you just want to burst out crying and for some reason you cant smile and your tummy drops (and wont come back up) and you just want to crawl into a hoel
well thats the WORSE feeling in the world! and it happened to me the other day
I dont know what to do anymore
I hate that theres no one i can talk to, and the few people that I do talk to all say the same thing or dont understand how i really feel
I hate that this one person can affect me SO much and they dont even know it
I hate that when you see my two best friends at the movies one doesnt even react to you, even though your standing right infront of her face
I hate that my chances are so slim
I hate that time is running out for anything to happen
I hate that people can talk SO MUCH FUCKING SHIT ABOUT SOMETHING THAT THEY DONT EVEN KNOW ABOUT!!!!!
I hate that a bunch of little things can build up so much and stab you in your back
I hate that you are the first thing I think of when I wake up, and the last thing I think of before I sleep......... and you dont even know it
Theres just nothing to look forward to in my life right now
Sorry not trying to be all depressed sounding and stuff, i just really had to get this stuff out
dont worry though I'll still be the same old Caitlyn whos there to help you with all of your problems
its to bad he just cant know, and that he cant return the feeling, its to bad that for once I can have what i really want and need |
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| fuck this! |
[Apr. 1st, 2005|03:43 pm] |
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| |  FUCK TODAY! | ] |
ok so befor i explain why it says "fuck this!" above i just want to say that spring break was ok. and without going into to much detail we went to new york city and the trip was pretty much dedicated to my little sister and my mom..... and to prove that point, everytime when i said i would like to do something we NEVER did it! we did w/e molly wanted or my mom..... but w/e it was pretty cool i guess
so anyways today was the WORSE day ever! just so much bad shit happened and from the moment i woke up i new it was gonna be a shitty day....... and it was!!!! i fucking hate boys ofically, and being a girl! the ONLY good part about today were my awesome shorts! ( yea i rocked my guy friends shorts!lol) but the only reason i wore them was because something happened that forced me to have to change! ARGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE TODAY I WANT IT TO DIE AND BURN IN HELL!!!!!!!!!!!
maybe ill have fun tonight, but seeing how my day has gone so far, i doubt it!!!!! |
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| well if you wanted honesty thats all you ever had to sayyyyyyy |
[Mar. 13th, 2005|09:44 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  wuts weird u ask? ur face!! ha | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Im not ok (i promise) | ] |
ok one small corection.... the guy that was my first kiss isnt THAT gross but i DEFFIENTLY WOUNLD NOT want to marry him!!!!!
so yeah now that thats cleared up let me tell you about today
my dad came and woke me up at flipin 11 in the morning!!!! ok well its not THAT early but i was REALLY REALLY REALLY tired and he was like we are going ice skating you wanna come? and everyone else was going so i said i would go to and plus it was Lauras (my older sister) last day and she was going so yea we went there and skated for awhile and it was nice I guess, except laura is turning into my grandma! which isnt good lol and me and her were doing some SWEET moves on the ice!! im not even joking they were really good! and this guy was taking picures of us so we think we are gonna be in the paper or something!!!! :) that would be cool but then i was like "what if hes really just a pervert taking pictures of young girls?!!?" lol but no he looked perfessional(sp??) to us so yea and then we went over to noodles and company and had lunch there and OMG they had Cream soda AND Izzi but nooooooooo i couldnt drink either of them cause i have up pop for lent!!!! ARGGGGG so i just had chocolate milk instead which was really good though!!!! and mu food was really good to so yea. and yes i do call it pop so lets move on!!!!!!
anywho so then my mom, molly, and laura went into this store cause my mom saw this really cute shirt and i went with my dad to his office cause its right across the street (u know pentagon row, the apartments right across from it) and yea we fed this cat that he is watching for one of his bosses that lives there.
and then we all came home and me and laura watched EMPIRE RECORDS!!!!!! thats my new favorite movie!!!! move over "SAVED" "EMPIRE RECORDS" is here! lol but one of the guys in it, Mark, he is so funny! hahaha
and yea that was pretty much my dad it was fun i enjoyed it and then i did some hw and ate some more food and stuff it was sweeeeeet lol
so now im off to never never land aka my bed cause we have flippin school 2morrow! HECK NO! argggg
but i have a question for yall first where the heck is SPRING!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhh i want it to be spring!!!
adios amigoseseseseses lol
PS that this that says mood i have it as "weird" just cause i think its funny! lol |
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[Mar. 12th, 2005|07:31 pm] |
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| |  sorry bout that | ] |
i found this one too right after i hit update for that other one! lol sorry bout that! :) |
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| awwwww! |
[Mar. 12th, 2005|07:28 pm] |
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| | hehehe | ] |
ok i hope this work otherwise i will be pretty upset!!!!!
im not so sure about that first kiss thing...... i would NOT want to marry the guy that was my first kiss!!! ewww |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 26th, 2005|07:12 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  haha!! awake 2! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | third eye blind- hows it gonna be | ] |
1. first name: Caitlyn
2. middle name: Elizabeth
3. last name: MacQueen
4. nicknames: o jeebas here we go...... Cait, C bizzle, K bizzie, nini, Mac, lyn, C.C., neaner beaner, Catie, Cat, skinny binny, Caite Mac, C Mac, hoe pants or slut face, cookie slut, mickey, Mic, and who could forget my personal favorite, Caitlyn McSlut they go on and on and on and on.......
5. birthday and age: Sept. 30th, 1988 im 16
6. chick or dick: I'm a good lil chick dat strictly prefers dicks!
7. zodiac sign: Libra
8. siblings: molly, and laura
9. pet(s): o lord are we talking about ALL the pets ive ever had or just the ones i have right now..... well for right now 2 dogs charlie and Amber, 1 cat 8-ball, and 2 birds chick and Merv
10. hair color: mmmm dirty blonde..... i guess..... it changes in the summer and winter
11. eye color: baaaaaaaaalue!!! (blue u retards who cant figure that out!)
12. what hand do you write with: im a lefty!!
13. glasses? Braces?: had glasses and had braces, never need glasses really though
14. do u bite your nails: allllll the time
15. do you stare off into space: once again.... ALLLLLLLLl the time! lord i think i COULD be space
16. do others think you’re cute: mmmm...i....guess.....
17. shoe size: women's 8.5..... i think lol
RELATIONSHIPS:
18. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: nope, thought i met someone turns out i was wrong... just waiting for that one guy whos gonna take my breath away.....
FASHION STUFF:
21. where do you shop: WHEVER I FEEL LIKE!!!!! lol no ummm garage, pac sun, forever 21, charlotte Russe, hollister, lots of other places just w/e i like
22. do you have any piercings?: yea my ears, but i dont usually wear ear rings
23. what do you want pierced?: MAYBE my belly button
24. do you have a tattoo?: nope
25. what is in your purse right now: well i usually NEVER use a purse just my pockets, but i used it last night so u got lucky!!!....... money, tampons, mints, chap stick, gum, and some pills... NOT drug pills!! im not that bad jeebas!
26. what clothes do you sleep in: clothes?!?! we are suppose to wear clothes?!?! lol anything or nothing
hahhhaha
THE EXTRA STUFF:
27. do you do drugs?: maybe........
28. consider yourself smart: mmm average
29. what sports do you play: HORSE BACK RIDDING!!! yes THAT IS A SPORT!! DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED!!!! o and skateboarding...... is that a sport?? i think so.... well im learning!!..... kinda
30. what are you most scared of: being alone, having no one to turn to
31. if you could go anywhere, where would it be: italy, australia, around the world
32. what kind of vehicle do you have: Pontiac, sunfire STFU!!! its pimp!
33. if you could change anything about yourself, what would it be: alot of stuff.......
FAVORITES:
34. color: RED!!! and ORANGE!!!!
35. food: anything!!! yea im a fatass bite me!
36. fast food: mmm this is a toughy. taco bell! no no KFC no no no Mcdona.... wend.... ALL OF IT!!!!
37. nail polish: i dont usually wear it alot..... me any pretty color
38. class: english and photo
39. drink: milk!!! just about any type of pop.....vodkas good too!....hehe.....sometimes
40. animal: ALL OF THEM! except for the ugly ass ones that try and be cute! lets move on YOUR UGLY!! but i still wont hurt u, even if your ugly lol
41. season: mmm spring! but i like um all
42. position: are we talking sexual here?! naughty naughty i am a good clean waiting to marry the right man kind of girl, dont talk to me about doing to deed, u know flowering the garden,going to the bakery... SEX! hahahahaha
43. game: DODGEBALL!!!!!!!! man hunts fun 2!
HAVE YOU EVER:
44. bungee jumped: nope
45. went movie hopping: hahaha yup
46. ran from the cops: ok ok im not gonna lie... yes.... but i didnt do anything THAT bad! i SWEAR!
47. made yourself throw up: eww yuck i dont think so
48. gone skinny dipping: hehehe yessssss
49. made yourself cry to get out of trouble: probably, i tend to suck it up and take the trouble though
WHICH IS WORSE:
50. barfing on your date or date barfing on you: haha well hmm.... if i didnt like the guy then barfing on him would be just dandy, barfing on the guy if i liked him i would probably faint, and been really embaressed, if he barfed on me depends where and how bad it smelled lol
THIS OR THAT:
51. night or day: mmm night
52. sunrise or sunset: sunset.....though both are gorgeous
53. chocolate chip or mint chip: chocolate chip, but i love both
54. chocolate or vanilla: usually chocolate
55. love or lust: hmmmm, love
56. gold or silver: silver
57. pencil or pen: either
58. skirt or jeans: either
59. rose or tulip: either
IN THE PAST 48 HOURS:
60. cried: yea
61. bought something: yup!
62. worn a skirt: haha NO!!! besides the fact its freezing!!!!! Aaron also knows why!! hahaha
63. gone for a walk: yea
64. gone for a drive: yea
65. gone out for dinner: nope
66. missed someone: i miss someone all the time.......
67. hugged someone: yea
68. kissed someone: haha maybe.......
69. had a nightmare: no way jose
70. fought with your parents: i dont think so.........
71. talked on the fone: GAHHHHHHH YES!
FEELING INSIDE:
72. craziest feeling in the world: when your having so much fun or just so deep in a moment that u dont realize ANYTHING else in the world, and u feel like u are floating
73. worst feeling in the world: having no on to catch u when u fall
74. best feeling in the world: there are so many, know u made someone very happy, sharing a quick but very sweet moment w/ someone when there are alot of people around, true love, a smile from a guy u like, laughing untill your face hurts, and when all that has to happen is for that guy to show up and maybe smile at you and u feel like u just missed a step, and u cant stop smiling back, and you feel light and every fiber in your body is happy tingling with excitment....and all that happens just because you saw him and he saw you.......
75. are you a health freak: not at all
LASTLY:
76. How long did this take you? a looong ass time!!!! but it was worth it |
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| all you do is bring me down............ |
[Feb. 23rd, 2005|10:43 pm] |
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| | i guess thats kinda how i feel | ] |
why is it that when you say something, even if its just online, it can make you cry? well it sucks....... obviously yes i was crying, only last night though. Its hard to be the person always cathcing others when they fall and having no one to catch you when you fall. Its hard when your so called "best friend" suddenly stops talking to you and you dont hear from him........ its even harder when your other "best friend" just doesnt even care. Isnt everyone suppose to have that one person in their life that, no matter what, they will always be there for you, will always catch you, and you can tell them ANYTHING because you know that they want to know the truth? well why cant i find that person then?
I unloaded a little last night my problems onto this.....person. I dont really know him that well, and if im gonna tell the truth he didnt really help, but maybe he couldnt..... i guess it just made me feel a little better having said some of what i feel. It allows me to be ready to help everyone else who comes and tells me their problems. I guess thats one of my biggest faults, Im so willing and wanting to help other people with their problems that i will push mine way down so that I can help them with theirs. I know that their have been people that i barly know that will tell me some little issue they have and i feel that i HAVE to fix it for them. Or atleast try and fix
why, just for once, cant one person be truthfull and be there for me? Why do people have to be so greedy and only take and not give?
to bad that when you cry your tears cant be your problems and they cant just fall away
Just because a person has a smile on all the time, doesnt mean that they arent crying on the inside..... |
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| WOW! |
[Jan. 17th, 2005|05:28 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  melancholy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | whites houses | ] |
WOW!! i havent updated in a LONG time, this is crazy im not even gonna try and bring u guys up to date cause thats like over 2 months of my life!! not that my life is really that exciting lol but u get the idea. yea so school is sucking big rat balls and im doing pretty bad so everyones on my back but yea its all good. anywho so this weekend i didnt do ANYTHING i sat around and watched tv and movies and read HP5 for like the 7th time. and dont insult!!!!! yea cause u know u love it! idk wut im talking about but thats ok lets move on..... ridding- have ridden in awhile, skating- meh.... so-so?, school- booooooo!, home- ehhh ok-ish, friends- same old same old, love life- HAHAHAHAHA! right! lets move on, sisters- missing laura for the first time ever i think :( molly w/e. i think those are the main things listed there, just to get u caught up a little. i really feel like writing cause i feel like i have alot to say but idk wut to say........ weird i know but yea so i guess i will just talk about nothing until i finally start to talk about w/e it is i want to..... o i was talking to someone the other day and they said something i really liked he said "pain is only temporary" idk i just thought that was kinda cool. idk why
ok well this is getting pointless cause the thing i wanna talk about isnt coming....... if that makes any sense at all....... so imma gonna go
later days |
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| my minds running a mile a min. |
[Nov. 3rd, 2004|05:45 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | and so many other feelings | ] |
i dont think i have ever actually been depressed...... but i was today (and may be for a long time to.) I kinda started to get annoyed because im always happy so EVERYONE noticed that i wasnt and they were all asking why and i just dont really wanna tell anyone. except for the people who are already involved........ why is it that whenever i find someone (or something) that i REALLY like i can NEVER have it? THis might make me sound like a brat but i think i deserve it, i think its time that i get it. I have already waited sooooooooooo long for this and i cant have it.
Everyone who knows what im talking about seems to be trying to stay positive around me and tell me that i will get it.......... but its not looking so good right now..........
why cant i just say it? i mean i feel that people should always say how they feel about someone because if u dont and then nothing happens it usually turns out that they felt the same way about you. On the other hand though sometimes nothing comes out of it.
It just makes me so mad i REALLY want this and we both seem to be looking and wanting the same thing out of it so why cant we have it? I feel like i really and truely deserve this!!!
why cant something for once in my life go the way i want it!!!!!
or why for once in my life cant i have what i really want?!?!
I just really want this one thing more then anything, i want something thats real and i feel so strongly that this is real |
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| hmmmm.......maybe i have been thinking to much......... |
[Oct. 18th, 2004|09:17 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  and frustrated & flirty kinda | ] |
| [ | music |
| | kats cd that she made for me! | ] |
hmmmmmmmmmm..........well i have been thinking (yes i know it can be pretty scary but i had to) and i have a question for all my little dedicated people who actually read this
is it bad to obsess over someone who you dont even know and who probably doesnt even konw/remember you?
cause for some reason i cant stop....... :/ hahahahah ok sorry but that face looks so retarded but back to my question i need you help because this is all very confussing for me
BUT on the other hand its kinda nice i mean hes been in my dreams :) x 10000000000000000000000000000000...... ok lets just say alot lol
but this all could be very bad for my health maybe i should move on.......... but if i dont even know him that well then why should i shouldnt i get to know him first and then decide?! but he goes to a different school that always makes stuff hard and i cant just walk up to him and start talking or something ........ but ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh stop it caitlyn!!! do u people see what this is doing to me?!?! maybe i just need a one night stand or something to hold me over maybe this is all just my horniness taking over my mind and thats why im obsessing over him so yes a one night stand or something is all i need and then i will be ok......... where to get it i dont know any takers???? BUT WAIT wut if it isnt my horniness taking over?!?! wut if i really like him.......AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH now u people REALLY see what this is doing to me!!!!!!! i have to stop typing its making it worse i think, just people PLEASE help me out here
im going to bed............to dream about him! STOP THAT CAITLYN!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH
ok night night
later days |
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| WHAT A WEEKEND!!!!!!!! |
[Oct. 14th, 2004|06:36 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  haha more like everything!!! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | kanye west - cause im cool like that lol | ] |
ok so this past weekend was flippin awesome!!!!! its alot to type but i will just tell u about some of it.
so friday night me and lizzzie went to the wl game and then after that we decorated carleighs locker (dangerous bus.!!!!!!) and then we wnet over to IHOP with a bunch of other people then we got a ride home from kyle in his pimped out car with hes questionable music (or atleast at the begining) lol anywho so then lizzzie slept over and sat. morning we went horse back riding "work it work it pushhhhhhhh" hahahagadelhgs o bizonie hahaha ok so then we dropped lizzzie off and went home and got ready for that night my big sis laura got us some stuff for the night and it was really funny cause i think my mom new that i was going to a party at lizzzies but she was just like have fun.........weird....... anywho so then i go over to lizzzies house and help her get ready for the PARTAY we went to the store and bought a bunch of stuff and then just hung out for awhile and then people started coming so there are ALOT of highlights about the party but its WAY to much to type but here are a few highlights
- i pulled ****'s boxers off with the help of some lovly ladies
- i tried skate boarding while was drunk
- emma tried to hook up with everything that moved
- david was SHIT FACED LIKE WOOOOOOOOOO
- i poured vodka into megeans water
- we got pizza at 3 in the morning
- we had a kick ass dance downstairs!
- Irish was a sexy mama while dancing!!!!!!
- maureens cell phone kinda fell in my drink
and so much more but i cant type it all cause i have 2 more days to write about!
so then sun. morning we woke up cleaned up and then everyone left but i stayed till like 4 and some people came over and visited us and then me and lizzzie gave her dog a bath and yea so then i go home and me and laura make my mom her birthday cake then later that night i went over blairs party and we just hung out and stuff and OMFG it was soooooooooooooooooo fucking funny/fun i cant tell u wut we did cause if it ever got out this person that we did it to would kill me!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT IT WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FUCKING FUNNY! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH ok i wont go on cause i know yall wanna know but i cant tell u im sorry........ soo then i slept over and we didnt get to bed till REAL late and then we woke up and went to riding again that was cool it got me going for the day so then i got dropped off at my house and no one was home but i took a shower and took like 10 15 min. speed naps and did some hw and then finally just feel asleep on my couch and then my family came home and my mom woke me up cause she was bitching about me about falling asleep and not having my hw done but i showed her cause i DID have it done boo ya grandma!!!!! hahaha anyways so then we made my mom her birthday dinner and ate it and then i watched tv and that was about it but it was THEE MOST KICKASS WEEKEND! except my lover wasnt there :( its ok though i will get him soon enough!!!!!!!.............lets hope...........
anywho i have to stop thinknig about him so yeah it was a good weekend! and yea thats about it i think
but the PSATs suckedddddddddddddddddddddd the only good part about them is that i havent had hw for the last 2 days and i havent had anc. civ ONCE this week thats so damn awesome!
but now ima go watch some tv
later daysssssssssssssssss |
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| MY BIRHTDAY!!! |
[Oct. 5th, 2004|07:19 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | chipper & happy same thing? | ] |
| [ | music |
| | lizzzie's cd for me! | ] |
alright well today wasnt my birthday but sept. 30th was and im now 16!!!!!!! wow its kinda weird though.........hmmmmmmmmm........ do u realize that at the begining of my senior year i will legaly be able to buy cigss...............odd if u ask me but anywho so yea lets c i guess i wll tell u guys about my birhtday.........
woke up had a "birthday breakfast" and got a present (EVAN PETERS MAGNET!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
went to school my locker was decorated by aileen, and i got a flower and a card from her! thanks!
then her and my sister wished me a happy birhtday on the announcements
went over to wl for lunch to see some people and wish cabi a happy birthday!
came home not much there got a but load of IMs wishing me a happy b-day (thanks for those guys!!:)
then my uncle came over for my "birthday dinner"
and then i got my persents and wut not so it was a pretty good day (i got another evan peters thing a poster this time though!!!!! heheheh yay!!!!!) and some other stuff and i got a shit load of money (my uncle the one who came over for dinner gave me 500 bucks! woop woop!!!!!!! i love him
and then yea i think that was pretty much my day
so it was a pretty good birthday except well i know this is gonna sound really bitchy but my dad got me a new flat screen computer and a. i already had a computer that worked perfect b. i didnt ask for it and c. i dont need it
but w/e its the thought that counts
so yea thanks to everyone who wished me a happy birthday and wut not!!!!!!!! :)
but yea thats all for now
the only thing i didnt get was the REAL evan peters or a b/f buts that ok i will be alright *sniff sniff*
lol
later days |
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| FOOTBALL!!!!!!!!!! |
[Oct. 3rd, 2004|06:59 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  happy | ] |
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| | my birdies | ] |
ok so last monday me, molly, my dad and my uncle all went to the redskins vs. cowboys game!!!!!!! it was freakin awesome the only shitty part was that the dumb ass people who were suppose to tell u where to go and park had no idea what they were doing so we had to drive around until we found a parking spot. so we missed a little bit of the game but ehhh w/e
so then we go and find our seats and they were in one of those upper suite level things it was one of the ones that was outside and they were kick ass seats if i do say so. like i was expecting just some normal seats but they werent so that was pretty cool! and they were at one of the end zones, and were high enough up that u could c everything but not to high where it was like ahhhhhh wuts going on?!?! so we got home around 1 in the morning and didnt get to bed till like 1:30 which kinda sucked but my parents let me miss 8:20 (thank the lord cause i would have been dead AND holly sucks!!!!!) but i also missed A block but my parents dont know that hehehehe
anywho so i just wanted to tell u guys about that and now im gonna go eat dinner
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| WUT AN AWESOME WEEKEND!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[Sep. 25th, 2004|07:45 pm] |
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alright so i still havent told u guys about LAST weekend which i should have cause it was ALOT of fun! so i guess i will tell yall about it now..........
ok so friday night was suppose to be the HB dance so molly (my little sister) had a bunch of her little friends over to get ready for the dance and i had lizzzie over to "get ready" for the dance. lizzzie had brought over some stuff and so we mainly were drinking that and some other stuff but we did was straighten her hair so i guess we were getting ready. anywho so then the stupid ass hurricane or tornado or w/e it is made the dance get cancelled so it sucked! and mollys friends were pretty up set it seemed so lizzzie and i being the cool,awesome,sexy,smart,fun people we are we had our own dance! all we did was put a strob light on and music on but it was fun!! so we danced for awhile and then some boys (to many to name) were gonnna come over and it was all planned out and then they decided they didnt feel like walking! lazy bums! hahahahahaha its ok though. so we were just like alirght well i guess we will c ya later then. and then we were just hanging out and stuff and then later that night me and lizzzie snuck out and went to one of the guys houses and we hung out there. but on our way over there some stuff happened. like we were walking down the street and these creepy mexican pervs pulled over and were like hey what are u ladies up to tonight? and lizzzie was like nothing really we are going home now. and they were just like aww really? we were like uh huh and they were just like alright then we will c u later and drove away. it was freaky though cause there were 4 huge guys in the car and it was just me and lizzzie. so we were like AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! but anyways then we saw lizzzies sister dropping off one of there friends and we stopped and talked to him. he was so shit faced! he was pretty funny though. and then right when he was going inside these 3 guys start calling his name and we are like shut up he needs to go to bed!!!!! so then we just stood around and talked to then for awhile and stuff and one of them kept falling over cause he was so drunk. ahhhhhhh it was funny ok well u had to be there so anyways then we came back around 4:40 and went to bed. the bad part was that we were suppose to have riding the next morning and had to get up around 8 i think but it got cancelled! thank the lord. anyways so then the sat. morning we got up and we went over to lizzzies and hung out over there for awhile. we didnt really do much cause we were so tired! lol then i came home and got ready to go to my neighbors retierment(?) party thing. IT WAS ALOT OF FUN!!!!!!!!! i cant tell u all about it cause its way to much to type but pretty much here are the highlights
-there was a open bar
-my neighbors mom gave us a room key where she had put a BIG ASS cooler full of beer and stuff for us!!!!!!!!
-we hung out with 21 year olds
-they thought i was 18!
-i was in a room/hotel/apartment room thing FULL with older hot guys! and outside there were some skaters!!!!!!!! :)
- there was free food!!!!!!!! muhahahaha u guys know i love my food!
- we got to dance our butts off
-and i was always with some hott sexy mamas! (hehehe i love u guys:)
-and soooooooo so so soooooooooooo much more!!!!!!! it was so much fun!!!!!!!!
then sun. i slept in and when i woke up i just hung out around my house. so it was an AWESOME weekend!!!!!!!!
yea so thats about it.
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| ehhhhh happy? |
[Sep. 16th, 2004|06:04 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | the CD me and lizzzie made!!! ha i love it! its like my baby | ] |
alright so i havent really written in here latly so i guess i should.........
so tuesday? i think it was........hmmmmmmm...... yea well we will just say it was tuesday
ok so i went to the yhs vs. wl football game with lizzzie and it was alot of fun!!! we went and picked her up and i got are awesome CD and i was able to get the book to study for getting my permitt (yes yes yes i am finally gonna try and go in and try and get it agian) anways so we got there and we were sitting with johnathon, peter, and joey but then it started to rain like a monkeys butt so everyone was like under the bathroom little hang over thing and the snack bar place thing. but it finally stopped and i FINALLY got to meet Pat hehehe hes pretty cute! :) anyways though and then we saw a bunch of other people there and stuff and i got to meet some of lizzzies friends. BUT GUESS WHO I SAW!?!?!??!? EMMA!!!!!!! yeayeayeayeayeayeayeayeayea! hahahaha it was really cool and she really likes wl so im happy for her. and then i guess me her and lizzzie pretty much kinda stayed close to each other for the rest of the night. And awww Ellen looked so cute she was all wet but she had her little hoddie on! ok well i thought she looked cute.......... I on the other hand probably looked like a wet rat infront of all these hott guys but guess wut they can kiss my ass.
So yea that night was ALOT of funny!!!!
And yea nothings really knew at school except for Ian seems kinda different this year...... i miss the old Ian........ and o yea i almost got raped by like 5 9th grade guys lol it was great! not really though
and yea so i guess thats pretty much it for now hmmmmmmm o i start horseback riding again this weekend im pretty happy about that and im ready for the dance 2morrow (8:30-12 all A-town schools invited at HB so come ya guys!)
yea and i think that really is all for now
later
o yea PS this weekend is gonna be sooooooooo much FUN!!!!! I CANT FREAKIN WAIT!!! WOOP WOOP!!! |
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| convo. between jordan and hannah fish - y im posting this idk he asked me to and u know im his bitch |
[Sep. 13th, 2004|09:34 pm] |
cRmL maCCHiat0: who are you??
tomservo2345: y?
cRmL maCCHiat0: um...cuz you were looking at my profile
tomservo2345: yeah, why do you hate michael so much?
cRmL maCCHiat0: cuz hes so mean to me
tomservo2345: maybe he's mean to you because you're mean to him, and you try to be alternative but you're a poseur yuppie
cRmL maCCHiat0: alternative??wtf??
tomservo2345: and why do you hate jordan?
cRmL maCCHiat0: who are you?
cRmL maCCHiat0: cuz jordan is so stuck up sometimes
cRmL maCCHiat0: who are you??
tomservo2345: how so?
cRmL maCCHiat0: he thinks hes better than everyone else and always gets in your face about stuff
cRmL maCCHiat0: who are you??
tomservo2345: ok, but thats no reason to take a cheap shot, comparing his bagpiping skills to a professional
tomservo2345: maybe you're just jealous because you're a terrible musician
cRmL maCCHiat0: hey, it was a guy on teh street in front of courthouse movie theatres....professional?? no. nick thought that jordan was better than that guy though
cRmL maCCHiat0: hey, ive been playing piano for 7 years
cRmL maCCHiat0: drumming dosent count
tomservo2345: that's how proffesional bagpipers get money
cRmL maCCHiat0: im as good as some adult pianists
tomservo2345: weddings, bands, and street performing
tomservo2345: btw i'm jordan
cRmL maCCHiat0: what??
tomservo2345: you heard me
cRmL maCCHiat0: jordan bloom??
tomservo2345: damn straight
cRmL maCCHiat0: um....im sorry??
cRmL maCCHiat0: not about michael though
tomservo2345: ok, well he's more punk than you so take your ipod and stick it up your ass
cRmL maCCHiat0: god, whats with you and steyrotyping
cRmL maCCHiat0: it was a hanukkah present
tomservo2345: along with 5000$ you yuppie fuck
cRmL maCCHiat0: and i only get like 1 present a year, instead of a bunch of little presents
cRmL maCCHiat0: its called being smart
tomservo2345: one wicked expensive one that you dont need
cRmL maCCHiat0: and that was mean
cRmL maCCHiat0: tricking me to say something i shouldnt have
tomservo2345: well life's a bitch |
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| i love this stuff!!!!!!! |
[Sep. 12th, 2004|03:40 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | angie aparo - if u know who that is your hott!!! | ] |
LAST PERSON WHO
x. Slept in your bed: Evan Peters!!!!!!!!!!! :)hehhehe
x. Saw you cry: mmmmm half my school? it was SOOO SAD.....
x. Made you cry: this guy who doesnt need to know he actually made me cry.
x. You spent the night with: Lizzzie!!!!!!!
x. You shared a drink with: Some kid named Danny and Jenny
x. You went to the movies with: Julian?
x. You went to the mall with: Lizzzie
x. Yelled at you: my sister! hahhahahaha
x. Sent you an email:my grandma......shes cray!
HAVE YOU EVER...
x. Said "I love you" and meant it: possibly
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet:hahaha charlie! he ate my piece of cake!!!!!!!
x. Been to New York: ye
x. Florida: yes
x. California: yes
x. Hawaii: no.
x. Mexico: no
x. China: no.
x. Canada: yea! every year since i was born and even befor then
x. Danced naked: hehehhe maybeeeeeeee
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: i dont think so
x. Wish you were the opposite sex: when im on my period yea!
x. Had an imaginary friend: nope
x. Fought with your parents: uhh wut kid doesnt?!
PERSONAL THINGS
x. Things you like in a girl/guy: the list is pretty long but mainly open minded, will take risks, makes me laugh, doesnt get scared of a serious convo., intense eyes, can deal with my crazy stupidness,maybe someone whos different and has there own mind, the list goes on lol
x. Worst feeling in the world:someone you love when there mad at u and u dont know why, and the feeling of having no one to turn to
x. What is the first thing you think when you wake up: Evan Peters is hott! lol ummmmm do i really have to get up?!
x. Future daughter's name: Madison is hot or ryan im not sure though
x. Future son's name: cooper maybe
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: YES!
x. What's under your bed: my computer, papers, books, stuff
x. Favorite sport to watch: equestrian!
x. Current Age: 15 (but im gonna be 16 sept. 30th!!!!!)
x. Siblings: Laura and Molly
x. Piercings/tattoos: ears pierced but i dont really wear ear rings
x. Boyfriend/Girlfriend:i wish.......
EXTRA STUFF
x. Do you do drugs: maybe
x. Do you drink: sometimes
x. Who are your best friends: lizzzie, aileen, julia and anna and some other people dont be hurt if i didnt put your name im just to lazy! u know that!!!!
x. What are you most scared of: ummm im not sure, not having anyone to turn to when u need someone
x. What clothes do you sleep in: wut do u mean clothes?!!? lol
x. Where do you want to get married: im not sure a church might be a good place to start lol
x. Who do you really hate: no one
x. Been in love: yea
x. Do you have a job: small things here and there
x. Do you like being around people: yea
x. Are you for world peace: YES! DUHHHHHHH
x. Are you a health freak: im not sure i dont think so though
FAVORITE
x. Room in house: living room and kitchen! hehehe
x. Type(s) of music: i like just about anything
x. Color: red
x. Shade: Light blue? is that a shade?
x. Food(s): anything!
x. Month: june i guess
x. Day: fri. its when u partay!!!!!!!
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
x. Cried: nu-uh
x. Bought something: yep!
x. Gotten sick: No
x. Sang: i sing 24/7
x. Said "I Love You"?: yea to my doggie!
x. Met someone new: yep yep!
x. Talked to someone: is there seriously someone out there that said no for this?!
x. Missed someone: yea.......
x. Hugged someone: yup lots and lots
x. Kissed someone: maybe.......... |
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| tired but hyper-ish |
[Sep. 11th, 2004|06:51 pm] |
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| | uhhhh nothing the.......tv?? | ] |
alright well last night was alot of fun! im so happy that its the weekend i dont wanna go back to school on mon. ughhh
anywho though back to last night so ummmmm me and some people (to many to name but ya know who u are) meet up at ballston and then took the metro to georgetown and then we went to a h......well actually some people might not like knowing where i was and well my sister could use this over me so we will call it the "red room" hahahaha i like the sound of that! anyways so we went there and did wut u do at a place like that *cough cough* and then we met some people there and they were like hey come meet us at this place and gave us directions and they left. So then when we left we got lost and were just sitting o some steps trying to figure out where we were suppose to go and wala some of the people show up and were like "yea just fallow us" so we were walking down this scary street thing but it was right next to the water and so i think we all were freaking out or maybe i was but w/e it was scary and so we end of at this place and its like these two long rock sorta things that go out over the water and so we go out there and hung out for awhile and stuff (there were some pretty hott guys there!!!!!!!!) and then we decided to leave so we walked back to the metro and i got off a stop earlier then everyone (cause my parents wouldnt let me sleepover!!!!!argggg) but thats ok cause when i was walking to ballston i saw catherine (my old neighbor who we are really close 2) and she was like :dude theres this really awesome ass party going on 2morrow night u and your friends should come!! and i was like wow this is gonna be fun BUT NOWWWWWWWWWW NO ONE IS CALLING ME BACK OR ANYTHING!!!!!!!!! butheads but yea i will probably end up going anyways cause i know its gonna be fun. But yea so last night was alot of fun and there was a guy there that looked alot like **** (hahaha i know u wanna know his name but sorry) and i was like ahhhhhhhhh i wanna have your babies!!!!!!!!! but i didnt so it sucked
so yea that was my night lots of fun!!!!!!!!!!
but im gonna go now cause i needa find out where this place is and whos gonna come with me
later |
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